Well, my readers as always there is so much to tell you and so little time. I will do my best with the time and words I have right at this moment. Things have been changing for me lately and I believe that to be a good thing. While medicine and proper nutrition help me daily (and exercise and sleep, of course) it has become apparent that I need more help to be grounded. It is never our desire to see me flat lined or “like everybody else,” however a sense of normalcy would be good to have again. We see the doctor Monday in the morning about 9 am EST so if you guys could be praying I would appreciate it. This doctor knows her stuff. She is very good. Thanks for praying!

All that being said my readers, thanks for reading all my stuff. I hope you enjoy it just as I enjoy writing it. 4 things I’ve been learning in this short season before school starting for me tomorrow are…

1. The devil is a liar and needs to be reminded daily he is going to hell someday with all his minions and friends.
2. Michael is for me. He sees my blind spots and helps me correct them. He catches me when I fall.
3. My parents are so good to me and with my boys, and as grandparents I am so thankful to them for taking the boys for a few days so I could recoup before school starts tomorrow.

Let me tell you something. I am a fighter. I’ve been beaten down many times by doctors, by people who call themselves my friend. Telling me I’m not good enough and that I just need more meds. Well I take 7 different medicines… 7!!! It is providence that we are waiting day by day till Monday till we see the doctor. I know by then I will have started classes and everything will be died down a bit.

I love you, Reader. You are worth it. Don’t be afraid to grab life by the horns. You can do it! I believe in you.

Glory to God,

Becky