Sometimes life gives us lemons. Do we make lemonade? Do we hide the problems so much that the hurt goes deeper and deeper in our souls? Do we play it cool without dealing with the central issue? Sometimes it feels as if my hands are tied in regards to my communication lately. Restrictions are important for the well being of the individual and I know my hubby loves and supports everything I stand for. Still, I get frustrated at the situation and knowing I can do nothing to help alleviate the problem. Waiting and waiting for something to happen that may never happen leaves me almost in tears.

So what then? Do we wait and wait and wait? YES! Do we question? YES! Do we wonder and worry? YES! Sometimes when there is no forseeable answer we must trust the One who gives us breath. Know He is working in and through the situation. So I know I can kick back and relax and TRUST Him to do His job. It is solely Himself in His nature that keeps me breathing. I need to be a self advocate, but at the same time I need to lay back and relax. Let Him do His job.

I wanted to leave you with this prayer:

Father,

I know life gets sticky sometimes. Sometimes I can’t do my job right and sometimes there are factors I can’t control. Be with me now as I do my part, and let me let You do Your job. I know You will do so much better than me in my strength could ever accomplish. I trust You now. I love you so much and I know You have me in the palm of Your Almighty hand.

Love You Jesus,

Becky