He is my very heartbeat and He will always answer the cry of my heart. He never sleeps and He shows me His realm of splendor where He lives in the clouds. Whether I’m on a bike ride with my family or trudging up 30 min of the tallest staircase or walking and talking with a beloved friend… God is there with me. All my life is in You. All my hope is in You. All my breaths and days are in Your hands. Protect me and my beloved ones from the evil one. He is puny since at the end of the day You always have my heart. You fight for me. And You love to give me good gifts. If the mountain is there? Could you lift it on your mighty shoulders and hurl it in the sea? Nothing is too hard for You. Previously I have desired more children of my own but it seems the only way we can have more is to foster or adopt. I don’t know what His will is on this. Would you readers pray for me and...

Sometimes when I think of you my readers, and your patient and kind loyalty it makes me smile. I wish I could be with each of you but that is not possible because I am not omnipotent, I can’t be everywhere at once. I hope you are well, Reader. Lately life’s demands have been very difficult for me to bear. But God’s been teaching me some things that I wanted to share with you right now. I have been learning that the harder more sad things in life are equally as important as the happy things. Sometimes I think there are more lessons to learn from the harder things. I wanted you to know that I lost like 25 pounds and while it is a daily struggle, I wanted to let you know I am victorious over those extra pounds! I feel good too! God’s been showing me how important it is to slow down and enjoy the lemonade He gives. It is good to slowly ponder the harder lessons....

Lately I’ve been seeing lots of posts about losing strength and hope in this world of hopelessness and evil. You can get sapped of your strength and can start to despair and get downcast because you can’t rely on your fellow man for help and love. There’s a place in the sun where she’s never been would she do it the same as she did back then? I know for myself I’ve been doing well, but there are so many sick and dying and discouraged persons who need a little encouragement and love from SOMEONE!>!>! So I offer you this. The Father’s hands. He can take all your pain and will deliver His love to you if you let Him. He is waiting with open arms and a love so deep you can’t even fathom it. He wants to be your Everything. And He wants to be your friend. Won’t you let Him?

God wants to use us for His glory and His will to go out to the ends of the earth. Jesus has made me bold for Him. You can’t get me down because I have the solid Rock that will help me when I call to Him. He is the lover of my soul and the Ancient of Days. He has made me this way by lots of trials and times I’ve spent together with Him reading His word, praying, or singing in the shower or on my runs. So you too reader! You too can have this promise and help that I have. It is man’s pride and cowardice that keeps us from realizing our full potential in Him. Bear one another’s burdens (Ephesians 2) and be bold for Jesus, sensitive to His will. In His timing I know He will give me what I ask for. Why? Because He spoke to me when I was in duress and spoke softly His will and plan for a specific thing in my life. Man’s wisdom is foolishness to God. He...

So I have plenty to write about having been in quaranteen for about a month now. It has been hard on me personally but, I mean really? What do I have to complain about? I’ve been really enjoying having my Michael home from work and the boys home from school. It was nice having Michael here for starting the boys school from home. I think I’ve finally gotten the hang of helping them! Personally I’ve been enjoying having more times for little things like quiet time, crafts and cooking. God has really been working on my heart mainly through His word and prayer. The more I root myself in Him the harder it is for the enemy to uproot me and keep me from spending time with Jesus. I finally finished the Old Testament! So now out with the Old, in with the New! I am praying for you too reader. That you will sense His presence in this seemingly terrible but really amazing time....