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Hot and Cold

By on Mar 6, 2018 in Eternal Thoughts | 0 comments

Sometimes I just want to run with it. Just forget it all and go with it. I have twins that are almost 5 and we have sometimes what can be classified as a fast paced lifestyle. But sometimes it slows down. I make it slow down like turning off a faucet from hot to cold to hot. After a bit I get used to yanking that water faucet so my hands don’t get burned. Why do I like to run with it? I enjoy differing temperature controls so to speak. Hot, Cold, Fast, Slow… I have to be like that in order to enjoy my life. The Lord knows my life is like that. He helps me have discretion when determining how to govern my life. So today at the park it was refreshing to see so many people mixing and playing together, regardless of skin color, gender or race. It’s so cool to see when there is no bias and the possibilities for fun are endless. People were interacting, all kinds: men,...

His Love

By on Jan 27, 2018 in Eternal Thoughts | 0 comments

Today I wanted to start with a prayer I wrote just now from my journal. Lord, How do I contain my love for You? I want to shout it from the heavens! Great are You, Lord! You are so worthy. So holy. I just cannot get enough of You. You are my all-time favorite! Song of Songs speaks of Your beauty and majesty. You fashion the skies each morning. It’s as if you made them just for me. Love you so much, God! I can never get enough of Your love for me. You rock, God. Keep doing a great work in me.  Yours, Becky God is just so amazing I can hardly stand it. His love goes on and on and on. It never stops pursuing. Never gives up. We know that His love never ends. And yet how often do I forget this? How easily, as if being backed into a corner, do I think of giving up? This is wrong thinking. If Christ died for me, how much more shall I live for Him? God is my constant companion, my best...

Strong Tower

By on Jan 15, 2018 in Eternal Thoughts | 4 comments

Yesterday God gave me a glimpse of heaven. I got a few glimpses. Although it’s hard to explain, it was very wonderful. It was like I could feel or experience more than one thought at a time and still be on a specific thought. It’s like what Paul said about it being too wonderful to convey to his readers. Suffice it to say, it was wonderful. This is a prayer from my journal. Wow God! You have brought me so far this year. You are so good to me. You are my favorite! Thanks for everything You do. I’m thrilled I get to serve You. My Abba Daddy I love You so very much and I always will. You keep my heart safe. I love You, God. I know Your promises are always safe, so I know I can trust in You. Yours, Becky One of my favorite things about Jesus is how He helps me along my way. He helps keep my heart safe! He molds and fashions me one step at a time for His good pleasure. I...

Run With the Prize in Mind

By on Nov 27, 2017 in Eternal Thoughts | 0 comments

The saga to my life never ends. Limitations are a part of my life currently, and yet I’m always trying to see the light and wisdom of my restrictions. I realize why I need them, but I have to continue learning they are for my good. God is a good God. Plus if you surround yourself with the great people I have in my life, you know you can trust that they want your best in mind. Learning to be content in all parts of life is hard! But I have great family and a few friends that I do life with who cheer me on. Enjoy this piece! Why O why must I rectify my hopeless situation? As if we still had more time to lose. Now I’m working 9-5 like I can earn my own salvation. Searching, wanting, waiting for what? For someone to take my hand and walk toward the light. There is too much darkness in this world we call home. Why can’t we work together for the common good of seeing people...

My Adopted Sister

By on Nov 26, 2017 in Eternal Thoughts | 0 comments

This is a piece I was writing the other day. Not too far into it, I realized a good friend of our families somewhat fits the piece. She is close with my brother and sister in law. So I wrote this for her. It’s a new flavor of writing for me. She is a fresh face to our little family and I hope to see her at many family events in the near future. She just completed school and turned 18. I wanted to give her these words from my heart. Enjoy! Everyone is searching for somewhere to hide. Nobody wants to fess up and get a clean slate. Don’t worry Baby, it’s okay. You will have your shot some other time. Don’t give up. Hit hit and one day you too will rise. I know you can. Do you? You have beauty beyond compare. Through you, and in spite of your name to claims, your innocence will be your downfall. I know you can believe again. Believe in yourself and know I am rooting...

Jesus, Lover of my Soul

By on Oct 31, 2017 in Eternal Thoughts | 4 comments

I am so sorry for the confusion on this post. I saved the picture and title, but it erased my first attempt at writing this. I hope you enjoy it! Its my take on the Song of songs. Enjoy! I search for the One my soul loves. Where did He go? Is He caravaning with us? He is mine. I long for more in my relationships, my marriage, in my life. I want to be taken higher, plunge me deep in Your love for me. Be my Lover, and my true Friend. Help me trust in You more. Only You can satisfy. Only You can save me. Just slow it all down, please, in my head. I need Your touch to pause on this so I can breathe. You better watch out! My God is bigger and better than you. His army is stronger, His plan is bigger, and His reach is farther than you will ever know.  When the traffic gets thick and no one remembers my name- when I’ve lost everything and nothing makes sense anymore- You will find me....