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(How to) go to New Heights

By on Feb 22, 2017 in Eternal Thoughts | 0 comments

Hey there! Ever felt like a fish out of water in this topsy turvy, fast-paced old world? Have you ever wanted to just disappear in a flash and go experience new heights? Or maybe you are like me: from time to time I feel like literally NO one believes me unless they see the proof. It’s all I can do to keep my head above water as I try to hold my babies closer and trade my fiery words for reflection, so I can assure those who need to know, that I am ok. I know this all sounds a little scary and bold for my normal style of writing post to post. However I am learning so much from the Lord lately, that I had to share a little of what He is teaching me. I have to tell myself that “His ways are not my ways, nor are my thoughts, His thoughts.” After all, in the end, it is the Lord who directs a man’s steps. We know He knows what He’s doing… Always. He is...

Hope Amidst Chaos

By on Feb 17, 2017 in Eternal Thoughts | 0 comments

We do indeed serve a Good Good Father! As many of my friends and closer family know, I was in and out of bigger hospitals in Melbourne and then Orlando from September through November 18 with very limited access to see my kids and husband among other things. The last place that really helped me was La Amistad. In hindsight, it was truly amazing program compared to the other two or three here in town, where because literally all the nurses, techs, therapists and doctors at La Amistad actually worked together(!) to not only “get” people well, but during the 4 week program teach each patient how to retrain the brain and “stay” well. Each person had to do extensive paperwork to be admitted since the program at La Amistad is “voluntary”. 99.99 percent of the time if you start the program you see in a week or less the improvement and get out in four weeks....

Refined by Fire

By on Jan 18, 2017 in Eternal Thoughts | 4 comments

Hello my dear readers! I appreciate you understanding my absence as I was very sick for two and a half months. My medicine had to be straighten out. I can say during the time I was away, my faith was tested again and again. It’s been almost two months since then; it’s beautiful to look back and see how the Lord used me with all the people I came into contact with each day. He used my suffering and sorrow to bring me closer to His heart. The Lord never left me, He is my strong support and my steady hand. Don’t let my words fool you, it was VERY difficult being away from home so long in a hospital. I felt very alone, but Jesus was my Rock and strong fortress. I know that the Lord WAS with me and He helped me each day to make it to the end of the day. I wanted to share with you a prayer that I wrote shortly after arriving at a hospital in Orlando. I hope you enjoy it....

Believing is Seeing

By on Sep 2, 2016 in Eternal Thoughts | 0 comments

My sons Michael and Mark are little pistols. They say what the want, respond how they want, and don’t have a care about what anyone thinks. They are easily soothed and appreciate the little things in life. Today Mark told me he wanted to go on a date with me and yesterday he said he wanted to marry me! HA! What if we become like little children? We wouldn’t question how things worked in our own lives. My 3 year olds just love seeing people and spending time with them. Like me, Daddy, or Gramma especially. What if we became more like that? Relationship is number one. Instead of being so cause and effect people, we could become people like Hannah from the Bible. She prayed for years to receive a son, all the while being mocked and scorned by her husband’s other wife. God gave her seven sons, one of whom became a great prophet of Him. What if we were like that? Mark is...

A Surprising God

By on Aug 5, 2016 in Eternal Thoughts | 0 comments

Psalm 103 1 Praise the Lord, my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name. 2 Praise the Lord, my soul, and forget not all his benefits— 3 who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases, 4 who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion, 5 who satisfies your desires with good things (!!!) so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s. 6 The Lord works righteousness and justice for all the oppressed. 7 He made known his ways to Moses, his deeds to the people of Israel: 8 The Lord is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love. Some days, like today, I can feel Your presence as I see Your beauty so evident in the sunlight, the artistic houses, the trees and clear blue skies. Wow we serve a great God! I am so pleased to follow Him, to thank Him, and to encounter Him. So much of life is choosing to enjoy walking with Jesus. Help me...

The Absurdity of Love

By on Jul 30, 2016 in Eternal Thoughts | 0 comments

The strange absurdity of love is one of those great amazing things in life. You can’t just live without love and at the same time wish it wasn’t so difficult. Wouldn’t life just be simple if you loved someone and they simply loved you back? I’m not even just talking about romantic love. Sometimes you will be loving toward someone continual for as long as you know them but it may not stir them to respond in the same. Kind of like how parents love their children and their may not care about their parents, or vice-versa; much like the prodigal son. This son despised his father by asking for his inheritance and thus saying he didn’t care if he was dead or not, he just wanted his stuff and be off with it. Day after day you are longing for someone who doesn’t love you back. Is it a vanity that will just pass, love forgotten leaving the deepest sorrow of a lost love? Maybe it’s similar...

Dancing with Him

By on Jul 29, 2016 in Eternal Thoughts | 0 comments

And now just as you trusted Christ to save you, trust Him too, for each day’s problems; live in vital union with Him. Let your roots grow down into Him and draw your nourishment from Him. See that you are growing in the Lord and become strong and vigorous in the truth you were taught. Let your lives overflow with joy and thanksgiving for all He has done. Colossians 2: 6-7 This is the God we are privileged to serve! The God who chooses to let me be apart of what He is doing. The God who loves me so intricately and beautifully; a God who writes love notes to me all day from the sky. He has never and will never give up on me. And oh, just the way He is with me! He calls my name, ever so softly to Himself, always seeking me out so we can be together, just abiding in Him. He truly is Lord! These last few weeks have been so wonderful! Well we all know life happens, but just…...

Take my Breath Away

By on Jul 19, 2016 in Eternal Thoughts | 1 comment

This was an interesting dream I had while I was napping with my boys the other day. In the dream, I was rock climbing. Well, at least, I knew I was about to start rock climbing. But before I started climbing, I immediately looked up, and I saw God the Father, who is embodied in cloud form, scaling the heights ahead of me, creating new footholds for my feet and strongholds for my hands. In this way, I was able to climb with Him, so my climb was much easier. This was because He helped me and did so much of the work for me. Song of Songs 2:8-9 says this: “Listen! My Lover. Look! Here He comes, leaping across the mountains, bounding over the hills. My lover is a gazelle or a young stag…” In these verses the beloveds domain is the cliffs and mountains, where He longs to bring His bride if only she would embrace the challenges, trusting her Beloved to make things possible...